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I think I'll take a moment to celebrate my age
The ending of an era, the turning of a page
Now it's time to focus in on where I go from here
Lord, have mercy on my next thirty years

In my next thirty years
I'm gonna have some fun
Trying to forget about all the crazy things I've done
Maybe now I've conquered all my adolescent fears
And I'll do it better in my next thirty years


my next thirty years - Tim McGraw

renaissance

with attitude...

le cube

still life with gingerpot 2, 1912 - Piet Mondrian

let me tell you child

It's no secret that the stars are falling from the sky
It's no secret that our world is in darkness tonight.
They say the sun is sometimes eclipsed by the moon
Y' know I don't see you when she walks in the room.

It's no secret that a friend is someone who lets you help.
It's no secret that a liar won't believe anyone else.
They say a secret is something you tell one other person
So I'm telling you, child.

A man will beg
A man will crawl
On the sheer face of love
Like a fly on a wall
It's no secret at all

Love, we shine like a
Burning star
We're falling from
The sky... tonight

It's no secret that a conscience can sometimes be a pest.
It's no secret ambition bites the nails of success.
Every artist is a cannibal, every poet is a thief;
All kill their inspiration and sing about the grief.

It's no secret that the stars are falling from the sky
The universe exploding 'cos-a one man's lie.
Look I gotta go, yeah, I'm running outta change;
There's a lot of things if I could I'd rearrange.

the fly - U2

it´s no secret..

And when I wake up in the morning
To feel the daybreak on my face
There's a blood that's flowin'
Through the feeling, with a knife
To open up the sky's veins

Some things will never change
They stand there looking backwards
Half unconscious from the pain

They may seem rearranged
In the backwater swirling, there is
Something that will never change

And when I shoulda been gone a long time
Laughs and says, I find ways
Just when we're sheltered under paper
The rockets come at us sideways

Some things will never change
They stand there looking backwards
Half unconscious from the pain

They may seem rearranged
In the backwater swirling, there is
Something that'll never change

Hey, I'm blind
Good, fine
Roll the time
On whose dime

backwater - Meat Puppets

waltz for kompozicija & wait for...!!

Piet Mondrian: "Kompozicija" 1921.

We never seem to find peace of mind
We’re always on the run away from the sun
And we’ve only just begin.

You say we’ve overcome nothing is wrong
You say our job is done the battle is won
But we’ve only just begun.

You say our job is done the battle is won
But we’ve only just begun.

waltz for koop - Koop

live or let die

live earth

theravada

Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
Every whisper
Of every waking hour
I'm choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

losing my religion - R.E.M.

you're a creature of the night

"Why must I lie, find any price
when will you wake up and realize
I can't surrender to you
play for affection and win the price
I know these party games too"

c'mon and dance with me

She is benediction
She is addicted to thee
She is the root connection
She is connecting with me
Here I go and I don't know why
I fell so ceaselessly
could it be he's taking over me...

dancing barefoot - Simple Minds

she is the root connection

Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby


Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me


As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away


Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you call my name?

don't you (forget about me) - Simple Minds

euthanasia

mar adentro

Director:Alejandro Amenábar
Writers:Alejandro Amenábar (screenplay) and
Mateo Gil (screenplay)

free will? I don't have fear to be shipwrecked

матрёшка (matryoshka)

Is there anybody in there?

somewhere

There's a time for us,
Some day a time for us,
Time together with time spare,
Time to learn, time to care,
Some day!

Somewhere.
We'll find a new way of living,
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere . . .

There's a place for us,
A time and place for us.
Hold my hand and we're halfway there.
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow,
Some day,
Somewhere!

somewhere - Music by Leonard Bernstein, lyrics by Stephen Sondheim.

some day you'll return

Pink Floyd@Live8 & Syd Barrett

Theres so many different worlds
So many different suns
And we have just one world
But we live in different ones

Now the suns gone to hell
And the moons riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But its written in the starlight
And every line on your palm
Were fools to make war
On our brothers in arms

brothers in arms - Dire Straits

do you know why?

Eu quero casar contigo amanha
Abre os olhos vem comigo, diz: Parar
(...)
Eu quero ver-te a afundar
e vou tentar-te salvar
Vamos gastar muita saliva
Lamber as feridas e limpar o mundo
Quero levar-te a vida
Mergulhar e ver-te ir ao fundo
Vamos gastar muita saliva
Orgulhar-me de ser teu fiel defunto
Quero usar saliva
Selar a carta e mudar de assunto
Ficar a ver-te fumar para depois te apagar

saliva - GNR

(k, you're so fuckin' special)

isabella rossellini

Isabella Fiorella Elettra Giovanna Rossellini - 18 June 1952, Rome, Italy

a positive emotion

EraserHead by David Lynch

Deve chamar-se tristeza
Isto que não sei que seja
Que me inquieta sem surpresa
Saudade que não deseja.
Sim, tristeza - mas aquela
Que nasce de conhecer
Que ao longe está uma estrela
E ao perto está não a Ter.

Seja o que for, é o que tenho.
Tudo mais é tudo só.
E eu deixo ir o pó que apanho
De entre as mãos ricas de pó.

deve chamar-se tristeza - Fernando Pessoa

listen to this dream

So long ago
Was it in a dream, was it just a dream?
I know, yes I know
Seemed so very real, it seemed so real to me
Took a walk down the street
Thru the heat whispered trees
I thought I could hear (hear, hear, hear)
Somebody call out my name as it started to rain
Two spirits dancing so strange

Ah! böwakawa poussé, poussé

Dream, dream away
Magic in the air, was magic in the air?
I believe, yes I believe
More I cannot say, what more can I say?
On a river of sound
Thru the mirror go round, round
I thought I could feel (feel, feel, feel)
Music touching my soul, something warm, sudden cold
The spirit dance was unfolding

Ah! böwakawa poussé, poussé

#9 dream - John Lennon

underground

I'm going up the country, babe don't you wanna go
I'm going up the country, babe don't you wanna go
I'm going to some place where I've never been before
I'm going, I'm going where the water tastes like wine
Well I'm going where the water tastes like wine
We can jump in the water, stay drunk all the time
I'm gonna leave this city, got to get away
I'm gonna leave this city, got to get away

going up the country - Canned Heat

wait 4 yesterday

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Suddenly
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday
Came suddenly

yesterday by The Beatles

h2o 4life

"Rendez-Vous 2" - Jean Michel Jarre @ Water For Life - Morocco-Merzooga/December 06

after hours IV

..nunca mais é segunda.

i thought of it with longing! (1 year)

GMother

you are always on my mind...

*"Em todas as lágrimas há uma Esperança"
Beauvoir , Simone de

i think about you

this is a "censured attitude"


"Why?"[remixed] - Original:"Porque acabou?" by Hiddentarget

wash me away
clean your body of me
erase all the memories
they will only bring us pain
and i've seen, all i'll ever need

citizen erased - Muse

on my own

You make me sick
Because i adore you so
I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play
On me

Space dementia in your eyes and
Peace will arise
And tear us apart
And make us meaningless again

You'll make us wanna die
I'd cut your name in my heart
We'll destroy this world for you
I know you want me to
Feel your pain

space dementia - Muse

born to be king

There's a king on a throne with his eyes torn out
There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
There's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread
King of pain

There's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack
That's my soul up there
There's a black-winged gull with a broken back
That's my soul up there
There's a little black spot on the sun today
It's the same old thing as yesterday

I have stood here before in the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running 'round my brain
I guess I always thought you could end this reign
But it's my destiny to be the king of pain

I'll always be king of pain


king of pain - The Police

between guilt and innocence

"Separação das formas" Autor: daniel camacho

There is a point of no return.

found you under my skin

"I Found You Under My Skin" - Usman M.

I have got you under my skin
I've got you deep in the heart of me
So deep in my heart, that you're really a part of me
I've got you under my skin.

I have tried so not to give in
And I said to myself this affair never will go so well
But why should I try to resist, when baby I know so well
That I've got you under my skin.

I would sacrifice anything come what might
For the sake of having you near
In spite of a warning voice that comes in the night
And repeats, repeats in my ear

i've got you under my skin - Frank Sinatra

echoes of silence

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can´t you understand
Oh my little girl

All i ever wanted
All i ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

enjoy the silence - Depeche Mode

happy birthday

Peter...

my misery

Life is sad
Life is a bust
All ya can do is do what you must.
You do what you must do and ya do it well,
I'll do it for you, honey baby,
Can't you tell?


"À espera de jogadores" - João Pedro Silva

Buckets of rain
Buckets of tears
Got all them buckets comin' out of my ears.
Buckets of moonbeams in my hand,
You got all the love, honey baby,
I can stand.

I've been meek
And hard like an oak
I seen pretty people disappear like smoke.
Friends will arrive, friends will disappear,
If you want me, honey baby,
I'll be here.

I like your smile
And your fingertips
I like the way that you move your lips.
I like the cool way you look at me,

Everything about you is bringing me misery.

Buckets Of Rain - Bob Dylan

house of aviz

Queen of Spain and Empress of the Holy Roman Empire

"God is my oath"

after hours III

...nunca mais é Segunda.

kaufMan on the moon

Hey, Andy did you hear about this one? Tell me, are you locked inthe punch?
Hey Andy are you goofing on Elvis? Hey, baby. Are we losingtouch?
If you believed they put a man on the moon, man on the moon.
If you believe there's nothing up my sleeve, then nothing iscool.

Moses went walking with the staff of wood. Yeah, yeah, yeah,yeah.
Newton got beaned by the apple good. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Egypt was troubled by the horrible asp. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Mister Charles Darwin had the gall to ask. Yeah, yeah, yeah,yeah.

Man on the Moon - R.E.M.

you'll never walk alone

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

Written by Rogers and Hammerstein for the 1945 Broadway musical 'Carousel'

you're so fuckin' special

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fuckin' special,
I wish I was special,

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.

Creep by Radiohead

don't take offence at my innuendo

While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand
While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land
While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow
Till the mountains crumble into the plain
Oh yes we'll keep on tryin'
Tread that fine line
Oh we'll keep on tryin' yeah
Just passing our time
While we live according to race, colour or creed
While we rule by blind madness and pure greed
Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion
Through the eons, and on and on
Oh yes we'll keep on tryin'
We'll tread that fine line
Oh oh we'll keep on tryin'
Till the end of time
Till the end of time

Through the sorrow all through our splendour
Don't take offence at my innuendo

Innuendo by Queen

the power of innocence

"Innocence is much more powerful than experience."

"Revolution starts at home, in your heart, in your refusal to compromise your beliefs and your values. I'm not interested in politics like people fighting back with sticks and stones, but in the politics of love. I think there is nothing more radical than two peoples loving each other, because it's so infrequent"

Paul Hewson