well who's that shouting?

I've told myself so many times before
But this time I think
I mean it for sure
We have reached a full stop
Nothing's going to save us from the big drop

Reached our natural conclusion
Outlived the illusion,
I hate being in these situations
That calls for diplomatic relations
If I only knew the answer,
Or I thought we had a chance,
Or I could stop this,
I would stop this thing
From spreading like a cancer

What can I say?
I don't want to play anymore
What can I say?
I'm heading for the door
I can't stand this emotional violence
Leave in silence

We've been running round in circles all year,
Doing this and that
And getting nowhere.
This will be the last time,
I think I said that last time.

If I only had a potion,
Some magical lotion,
I could stop this,
I would stop this
I would set the wheels in motion.

leave in silence - Depeche Mode